:My ThOuGhTs::

Wednesday, 17 August 2005

News Flash! The impossible has just occured!
Mood:

bright
Now Playing: well, you'd be surprised..but nothing!
Topic: WoW!
ok. everything has like changed over this summer. i was just realizing that! it's like my life turned upside down. which don't get me wrong, its cool! but just weird how i could change so much. Camp One was the start of it all i think. Yeah me breaking down. Titanic: the unsinkable ship just sunk. and then coming back as a new person in the Lord. Yeah well its really awesome now cause i have learned SOO much this summer. which Doug was pointing out yesterday (more about him later) like just a few things i have learned just from Doug:
-relationship stuff (the one i remember the most)
-favoritism is a sin
-Jesus tossin' those temple tables
-The Good Deeds with Faith is pointless if you are just doing it to get on God's "good side."
and other things i learned that i remember clearly, possibly from Scott:
-if it says not to do something in the bible and you do it, you are sinning.
but thats all thats really coming to mind right now. but there was a butt-load more.
Camp One broke me for Mission Trip, which has prepared me for school. so now i am ready and God has blessed me so much over the summer..things i didn't realize until just yesterday when i was reading my bible thru somethings Doug had told me, like James 2, Galatians 4:4, Matthew 21, and then other things i had found like Psalm 20 (what i wrote on Doug's scrapbook) that really lifts you up when you are down. thats the great thing about Psalms.. there's always a verse to encourage you through hard times. like when Doug left Sunday i was holding back the tears with laughter, then Monday for praise band practice we get there and Doug's car is gone, and thats when it really hit me, Doug is gone. so, yea i went and babysat with Sarah peters yesterday, we called Doug long distance ( we didn't know and now we get to pay i'm pretty sure) and we talked for over and hour. and it wasn't like, "i miss you Doug sooo much! its just not the same without you!! wahhhh. "
it was, "where is ___ in the bible?" big difference! there's where it all comes... the bible was the center of a lot of questions! whether it was from Derek Webb's lyrics or just a question we had forgotten the answer to from and earlier conversation.
but the funny thing was Doug's answers were soo long Sarah kept forgetting the original question. haha. sorry it was funny. then we got off to other things..but those are CONFIDENTIAL. anyways... i think everything is going to work out though. i mean not to be mean or anything but Jenn left and we didn't cry and so did Emily and Doug is going to the same place they did..so... get where i'm going? maybe..? well... anyways. Sarah and i were in her room, she was hugging her can of peas...(i have corn niblets) haha. and we had the pictures scattered in front of us, and FFH on in the background...then we started crying and we were like, " we have to call Doug!" and we did and talked for 70 some minutes and then he told us we were dead cuz it was long distance and we called lori and there is a payment in place i'm sure. so. yep! fun fun way to end your day! call Doug. but anyways. its really hard to say goodbye to someone who is like your brother (which btw i don't like comparing him to a brother cuz i don't feel the same way about him as i do my brother which i know is bad, but i cannot stand nick. and that's just the way it is.) yea way to end on a happy note...the part of the major sin and forgiving need to be in place part! there ya go. I'm not perfect and that proves it! as if you thought i was. anyways I'm gonna go eat lunch! love ya!
Becca *to be more rugged
Zephaniah 3:20

By Pink=Becka/Blue=Beth at 4:03 PM

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